nervous energy

Got a reply on that email - one that has me giddy and more than a little terrified at the same time. I've had pretty constant butterflies for the past 4 hours. I was partly hoping for a different response, one that would leave me sad but relieved. And, even if I could psych myself up, I can't really do anything about it today, at least not in person. Maybe tomorrow. If I don't explode before then.