Reality Check

 Last week, I learned something I kind of already knew (had thought about, and then my brain sorted it out while I was sleeping a few days earlier). But it still kind of fried my circuits. A few whirlwind days of wondering "what to do". A lot about what I want, while trying to keep focused on what a friend of mine may want or need. Which I think I also already know, but . . . anyway. Calming down a bit now. 

It's a reality check for me, and how lucky / privileged my life has been. And how amazing people can be. 

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 Who reads this anyway? I started writing here again recently as just a place to put stuff that was somewhere between a file on my PC and yet another facebook vague-post. Who am I talking to? why am I acting like I'm talking to somebody? Hahah, brains are fun. 

So - life is good. Life continues. "Easy" is boring; "ease" is good. Love is good. I'm probably annoying; annoying isn't always bad. What's next? who knows. I know many things that I want. I know what I wish for some others. Beauty is everywhere. Relationship is everything. What can I let go of, right now? What will I let go of, right now? 

Love

 what a thing